you will be dealt with

hiiiiii hehhhhh i wanted to write for the last few days but then i thought i should save it for the weekend but clearly im writing it today on thursday instead. im just so fucking jazzed and cheesed up right now 

im supposed to be starting a quiz that should take me 2 hours but i have planned to have bubble tea in thirty minutes. what ever can i do! i just feel so so so so so jittery like i dont know what ive done or had but i have all this insane energy in me that i have to expel but i cant T_T

today i got very sad news that my town has lost a cherished diy venue  ｡ﾟ(｡ﾉωヽ｡)ﾟ｡ its a really huge loss to the scene here but there's already a lot of efforts to fill in the hole that's been left by this venue being gone for good... i really wish i had the means to host something or even had a band at all but im gonna help out others in ways i can for now o(〒﹏〒)o 

thankfully the local businesses are helping relocate shows to their own venues so those shows can be a good grounds for organizing some more. and of course little old me wont be left without going out to see music every weekend teehee .

speaking of going out tomorrow im going to a friend's y2k themed birthday party and then there's a show on saturday. my classmate is in one of the bands :-D good thing that show (and shows ive planned to see the next few weeks) were originally scheduled at local business venues. lots of shows booked for the whole month as well as march have had to be relocated ;_; it must be stressful 

so anyways like i said im supposed to be starting a quiz right now but i have so much energy and it's nobodys fault but craig owens. in a previous post i cursed craig owens and now im facing the repercussions. 

chiodos just wont leave my mind and my body and my spirit. im not allowed to listen to chiodos at home. and i think craig owens is horribly annoying. hes not beautiful like vic fuentes and he has a gorgeous voice that doesnt match his body. i really hate it so much right now..but i dont know what's happening to me...

sooooooughhhhhhhhhh i cant focus on any work because im just thinking about every song from all's well that ends well at the same time layered on top of each other. i had a business law exam today and any question i didn't know how to answer i just retreated to my mindcaves where every chiodos song was playing.. Im really honestly horrified in my own body and head . 

another thing, after 3 years of listening to attack attack's first album i just now found out it's thinly veiled christian metalcore.. LOL.. it kind of ruined it for me because now i can hear the "lord"s and the "hallelujah"s in the vocals after reading them wwww still banger though

ANYWAYS. i lost all the time i shouldve spent doing this quiz so im gonna go see my friends and get bubble tea (for the second time this week wtf theyre so gluttonous it wasnt my idea) byeeeee