i'll (null) in my cowgirl boots..........

this time of year is exciting for one thing only... anime girls of the greater variety... anime girls eating burger. bonus points for the american flag 

out of the many burger arts i have saved to present this i am most into this fanart of coco hololive which i hope to see in person in the 18 PLUS BOOF at otakon (in 26 days uuwhwuh?!???)

anyways. to me this day is not very special and im not quite attached to the idea but patriotic anime girls makes me happy. i met my friends a while back to watch the turkey vs usa match so if u think im feeling patriotic... NAH!!!! i like firworks though so i surprisingly had a great view of them in the parking lot of bucees . while eating a delicious brisket mac and cheese and a not so delicious vomit drink amalgamation moni coined Dr Pepper Pina Colada. that makes a lot of sense.... but i wont be making it again! i dont want to share a picture because im embarrassed..

besides that im in this weird maniacal phase the last couple weekends where i need to do things that i am responsible for but i cant stop making useless crafts.... my cosplays are not so useless but ive finished all of them which means what im making now is ACTUALLY useless and i should give up. i dont know if i could even call it flow state when its not even good but i just cnat seem to break away from what im doing. my sewing machine is BEGGING me to stop the abuse... when what i shold be doing is studying for my final exam as im taking a summer class. and that class is on the lowest rung of priorities these days. oops...sueme....even tho i paid for it.....

as i write this im actually watching lectures but uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu on and off ok that counts!? 

ive got a girls beach trip cumming up this weekend that im preparing my outfits for. later on i must go get chicken salad...... however the outfits are more important at this moment. im stuck right now because im horribly afraid i will get bedbugs because the possibility is way way higher than what im used to. so do i bring my good clothes and risk infestation? or bring bad clothes i can sacrifice..? i want to be kawaii -__- 

after that... we will be.. 3 weeks out from otakon ?!?!? im so nervous (//ω//) reunite with moni KYAAAA and stay in downtown dc for the first time. fearing for my wallet too.i got my first ever bonus from the state recently, so..

one good thing to look forward to: license renewal. so i got my first ever vanity plate!! yayy it was my dream to have a vanity plate since i was young but moreso a hardcore obsession the last 3-4 years so.. im super excited

the circumstances these days are crazy.. heatwave but thunderstorms every other week.. slacking on my workouts... writing 8 page essays every 3 days.. i dont know. too ambitious but its daijoubu with hololive videos to watch although i need to be careful before my blog turns into a hololive fanpage 

eotteokhae..

lets be productive11111!!111