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me and the school of accounting

ok so finally ive been let out of the meat grinder and i have passed all my classes (the bar has gotten dangerously low since we last talked about school)

well it wasnt a very good semester at all honestly the hardest thing i ever put myself through for no reason ヽ(`⌒´メ)ノ everyone called me delusional but delusion is the strongest thing and got me to pass thank ya very much 

every class i had sucked ass i dont know why i did anything the way i did but i learned my lesson and damn it if i dont knoow how to study now!!!! the true hero in this story is reading my textbooks. 

anyway my gpa is a LOOOT lower now but im gunna bring it back up next semester and hold me to thatt. i miss the sweet succulent taste of an A- ............>,>

moreover............besides studying i havent done a whole lot since i last wrote about some fun stufz (ive just had a stress rash for the past week) so ill do a little outline for the minute joys of my silly little....little............little...................... times

so for one i started watching vtubers and i feel like this sounds like i was in a darker place than i actually was but i think there are some that are cute and i dont know, i understand why people get parasocial... so i relapsed into youtube shorts which like....what can be done... i feel dirty for even talking about short form videos on my blog.... . oozora subaru i am your fan

ok and thenn on march 25 i wore this cute jacket and celebrated my friend's birthday, we had burrito bowls and watched fright night which i must say was an incredible movie with pletny of yaoi potential of the problematic and grooming kind and the ending scene was really fabulous  

oh THIS WAS FUN so on march 28 i finally went to HOT POT AND KBBQ FOR THE FIRST TIME in my life and i have some opinion

1. beef bulgogi is the best invention probably up there with whiteout  

2. i liked doing hot pot more than kbbq but i want bulgogi so i dont know what to do 

3. all you can eat is the only dining experience i can tolerate eating in person 

demolish

on march 30 i wore this cute denim top i really love it, love the flea market at uni the girls really know how to get me.. but then i got sick that evening so i suffered the rest of the week meawhile i had like 3 tests ;;;;;;;; failed one terribly but i redeemed myself 

why do i always use this angle ?

i was back on my feet by april 3 so i had a hellla epic thrift shopping haul and then i went swimming with my friend ahh soo good to go to the pool cuz all my joints felt sooooo tight  (￣□￣」)

haullll vs tote ~^^

that whole week i was still "half sick" which is the kind of phenomenon where i feel like eichi, and i feel spacey and say things like "my weak constitution..." some kind of victorian child

but of course had to organize my study schedule severely to go to both days of macrock which i will write about soon!!!!~~~~~

after that i got my nails done by my friend's roommate (now theyre starting to come off but i love them pelase dont leave me T_T) 

amor hardcore ~ isabella lovestory

on april 15 i had a stressful exam but i got yummy ice cream which is most important! 

then..and then... april 16 was tomodachi life day! i actually had tickets to go see six sex in DC but had to skip out because i was super stressed uuuuu im still really sad that i couldnt go to see her but at the same time i was just grateful i could stay home and start playing tomolife since i had a heavy week ahead of me  

looks familiar..

cramming for our next exam that weekend wasnt too bad cuz my friends and i got vietnamese and ihop mmnm

studying~studying

april 21 i had that terrifying test but i got through it and got cheerwine float YATTAAAAA!!!!!!

the next day was sei's birthday i love you so much sei~~~~

closet cosplay to uni

youll be delighted to hear i got sick on the 24th approx 3 weeks after i recovered from being sick やったあああああああああ

but no time to stop no no no i had three tests the next week AGAIN isnt that funny that i get sick everytime i have 3 tests hmm i wonder.........

amidst my suffering i got to throw a yaoi night at my friend's apartment (for my club at uni) i did a presentation on yarichin bitch club duh and then we watched my fav movie grand guignol (2022) i loved subjecting people ive never met to this piece of art aaaaha 

another member's presentation

so the next 3 weeks was straight grinding up until NOW! did you miss me i missed my blog too

now for some gets:  

mentioned dis a while ago but my nightwhisper jsk i preordered finally cameeee love it so much it came with a headbow and some ribbons i can pin onto anything

i also got a white bodyline headdress it kinda looks funny on my head buuuut ill do my best 

pic: cherry_sp. from vermont

my lenses from pinkyparadise came too they took around 2 weeks to come and i got from this brand GEO the princess mimi lenses in chocolate brown, they are 14.8mm so i hope they dont feel too uncomfortable 

FINALLY my pink and green juicy bag! i got one of the new daydreamers with the strawberries on them. at first i was hunting for the juicy tales one but both me and my friend (who lives in a different city) could not find any pink and green juicy bags, until she found this one at her marshalls. i actually love the strawberries even if it feels less glam. i always have some kind of red motif on me (at the bare minimum my glasses have red so i like to match my red) (is that the pop of red the kids are talking about) my friend finally delivered it to me~~~

another episode of me going to the temple of emily cute. leur getter dreamy carousel camisole. im a weak person for carousel horses u know~~ 

since you like to be here so much, ill tell you...ive watched a million techpara videos over the entire week as my studying background visual . i find these few pretty endearing:

something about these videos (im not sure if they are from the same production studio) it feels kind of pornographic not like sexual but tasteful exploitative directing...i dont know but its just this dank room with a single couch.... 

its also nice that the video with the three of them the couch has 3 seats and then the video with the two of them the couch is a loveseat.. aw... 

on the other hand i like the raw feeling of these especially the first one is that kind of handmade porn feeling, the second one has the same fellers from the first video i linked but you just get this looser vibe in this. im a huge fan of when one or two of the dancers completely unsync.. maybe because the couch is just so classy

with 75 days to otakon i mite start a 75 hard (ok 75 soft lets be real) shall I?

laters~