me in capris

Rider - Kara

happy summer ~ what!? it's march? ??

what a beautiful time outside it has been for the last couple days... its 70 degrees!!!! my brain has been on summer mode since like january, but now the temperature has confirmed im not making things up. i can barely focus... but ive been trying to study all day... hah....

i have plenty of updates since my last post: as you saw i flunked my exam.. but ive implemented a new study regimen that adds 6-9 hours of studying into my week so hopefully it pays off ;;;; i took 2 exams since then, and i did pretty okay.. just let my gpa drop i dont care anymore... ending my streak of 5 semesters on dean's list (anything but a D or F is my standard now XD)

anyway... want to read about fun things? i've developed two vices: depop and mahjong.

im weaned off depop by now, but only after obtaining bodyline L310 in pink (the rerelease) which i like quite much and lets me pretend i have an innocent world piece. i am excited to coordinate it when im released from my shackles. i also got the omocat sickboy crewneck for an adequate price albeit some staining and miscellaneous animal hair. i PROMISE i will delete the depop app now...

mahjong now has me by the throat after learning it about a week ago at my friend's apartment idk what it is but it is so fucking fun... i hope tonight i can join her again for her henna night after all this "studying" im doing right now.

alongside my horrible obsessions ive just been coasting along... trying to reduce my socializations so i have more time to study but to nobody's surprise i cant stop having fun and enjoying my time..

on the 25th i liked my outfit which my friend called polkalicious, we then went to eat thai food and i got HUGE tom yum soup which was my first time having it and omg so f*cking oishii... and we had the BEST thai tea i ever drank in my life, none of that powder shit.. i saw heaven.

on the 26th i cut and sewed some pink pants i thrifted into a pair of shorts and matching headbow which i took no progress pics and also fucked up horribly but thats what happens when you craft after bedtime..

on the 27th i went to the flea market before work and got 3 pieces that do NOT fit me but i force to fit me as always.. then i experienced mahjong @ my friends for the first time and i was so hooked i didnt leave until midnight..

on the 28th i went to the last show of february with my bestie from HS and uni friend who was deeply curious about shows. it was kinda a mixed bill but all noisy in a sense, the highlight being DJ SHARTCHAN who is very beloved and was so incredibly funny on the decks.. i actually failed to see her almost a year ago because the cops shut down the venue before she coudl go on so im SO hapy i got to catch her redemption .

relax in the ballpit the water is warm!

this past week.... ogeretsu tanaka has me by the throat again since i received a package from moni including her artbook that features yarichin bitch club art as well as her other works.. so im going down a rabbit hole revisiting her past other works which more than ANYTHING has me making endless comparisons to the recent chapters of yarichin bitch club (which are just outrageous) but i dont mean to complain, im just lost.... 

omg i CANT I JUST CANT

to spare you from the yarichin tangent ill continue... i have so much gunk on my conch piercing that im fighting to remove

last night i went to my friend's birthday party which was 2016 themed (lots of parties with year themes lately..) and i had fun playing into what everyone thinks happened in 2016 xp i love to dress up what can i do!? it was such a cute party too and i learned i might be good/? at cup pong

i feel like my patience runs quite thin for some people and it has me wanting to blog like the evil girl from peep "tv" show... i know im bitter and im a hypocrite but does knowing that help anyone! or me ??? above all i just want to be honest and i hate to lie A LITTLE more than i hate being rude.. 

 new six sex video vv

byeeeee lets finish our homeworks!