last day of 2024 awesomesauce! goodbye even number!!!
so today is the day isnt it... writing this at like 11pm so it is almost the NEXT day (─‿‿─)kinda just thinking about the year i've had and i always feel like my years aren't that uneventful but it's really insane how much can happen.
and how do i know this? because of my yearly OTP tracker i keep in my notebook
however did i track? NO
AND U KNOW WHY
because i got possessed by korean men. worse than i have been ever possessed by them before
so i couldnt really have any OTPs.
though i have a pretty good idea as to what i was into throughout 2024 so let's see if i can recount anything..
and of course my real life is relevant too.. but knowing where i was mentally in terms of music, games, books, shows is just as impactful
JANUARY: i just wrote "i was in the trenches" and i don't really have memory so i guess that was it... i was getting into collecting more fashion dolls and making poor financial decisions as one does in january Σ(□_□) nothing very special about uni life either.
FEBRUARY: "LEVI IS CONTROLLING MY LIFE" oh yes...fear and hunger levi..my levipoo..... i don't recall how much funger i played at the time since that was occupying my life the previous summer, but i do remember talking to my friend at uni about levi and daan hehe levi was my phone lockscreen for a good while (✧ω✧) hes still so dear to me, sadly the fandom fell off recently so it's rare that i see him in the wild tumblr jungles
MARCH: "INFINITE SUNGJONG IS CONTROLLING MY LIFEEEEEEEEEE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK" so this is where it really hit as you can observe. and everything was a blur. i just know i went to a rave
APRIL: "ITS STILL HAPPENING TO ME" and this is the last entry i actually have because it was THAT bad. made a lovely little buyee haul for no reason to add to my infinite collection ＼(＾▽＾)／ started studying for finals so i had no life besides spending money. also i went to a local music festival!!
MAY: finals. mass. hysteria. friends delirious. ate radioactive pasta everyday. didn't wash my hair the entire week. absolutely the worst. (☆_@) but then. omg i went OVERSEAS!!!! To see my family and party and go to the beach yup!!!!!!! SO MUCH SHOPPING AND EATING YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUNE: came back home so fondly. got to see mah friends and do crafts ♡( ◡‿◡ ) so chill. bleached my hair. this was the beginning of the unfortunate me attempting to be blond saga. so how was this inspired? well of course the korean men.. i was radioactively orange and couldnt do anything about it. made another random ass buyee haul to add to my teen top collection and went to another rave (*・ω・)ﾉ ok
JULY: bleached my hair AGAIN. and NOTHING HAPPENED so iwas like OMFGGGGGGG i just cant. so i tried purple shampoo and NOTHING HAPPENED. just spent time doing more crafts and stressed about joining an organization at uni
AUGUST: ANIME. CONVENTION. GOD. YES. so many wonderful things... lolita fashion show... met a DDR themed furry.. PLAYED DDR!!! bought junk!! ate radioactive food!! saw my friends and it was a blast. and right after the con.... WEEKEND ON THE SHORE!!! more radioactive and expensive food and shitty tourist goods! and my birthday right after. i was honestly really emo on my bday for some reason i guess from having all that fun it was all coming down on the day of.. sucked but the entire month made up for everything until I HAD TO GO BACK TO UNIIIIII though i dyed my hair purple which actually toned the yellow ugliness out of my hair so i kinda became ashy blond?? it was weird to socially be an actual blond.. went to a rave and the dj spun vinyl! and that was the official end of my summer
also between this time i made the final cut from streaming services and transitioned to using my mp3 player full-time and it's really changed my life for the better so if u are thinking about ditching subscriptions just do it..
SEPTEMBER: the grind. it was so fucking terrible. right off the bat i was thrown into such an unsustainable schedule. spending 12 hours at uni studying each day i couldn't even relax when i got home, just had to eat and sleep. got possessed by u-kiss pretty badly so that's all i was listening to. i had to buy a $5 CD once a week just to keep myself going. but... i dyed my hair purple again.. and it stuck for a good bit, then once it faded it toned the blond again so it felt pretty crazzy..
OCTOBER: got my conch piercedd hahahehe. i went with my friend who i convinced to get a floating navel and it looked amazing (づ ◕‿◕ )づ super fun day besides the AGONY i was facing at UNI as in MIDTERMS. and i totally got way into watching BL dramas. my days were just classes, studying for exams, going home, watching bl, going to bed. repeat. i got boba with my friends WAY TOO MUCH i was actually overdosing. very very poor decisions
NOVEMBER: so many demons present it was the final bang of the semester it was just too much like. watching u-kiss and 2ne1 variety shows during class to get my fix... my piercing was kinda just pissing me off all the time.. had to do a group project with bums...buying more stuff on ebay.. serious serious in the trenches regarding exams and registration it was awful. obsessively saving things on mercari jp for hours to fill the #void... ALSO I GOT WAYYY TOO INTO DANGANRONPA UM
DECEMBER: finals.................loneliness......................... 6 hours of studying every day......4 8am exams........one 6pm exam.........what the hell............ but then the clouds parted. and they were done. and i felt joy that wasn't a product of delirium. so what did i do? HOP ON MERCARI JP IMMEDIATELY and yeah now ive been FUCKEN CHILLING since the 13th and i feel so freeeeeee, i love seeing my friends and using the internet and playing with stickers and spending moneyyy
and now im here 10 mins to 2025 and it seems i did quite a bit this year (⊙_⊙)
next year im doing MORE RAVES. MORE PIERCINGS. MORE PIRATING. MORE SHOPPING. MORE GRINDING. and that's the plan and it's just gonna work...
many many wishes for a safe and happy new year and i will see this blog in 2025!
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